x_colossus: (colossal)
I can't even go into explain last night's events. I can't believe I blindly took on the demon lord of Limbo! I've been by Illyana's side, translating to everyone around since she's become even more rusty with her English. So rather than have her try to speak English, I just let her speak Russian.

Art Class will be interesting today. Seeing Amanada and Shiro took part in our weird episode, I'm curious to see some artistic renderings from Limbo. I'd like Artie and Marie-Ange to watch and see their depictions develop.

I'm looking forward to this weekend!

On cue

Feb. 18th, 2004 02:42 pm
x_colossus: (steel)
Only because Doc Samson recommended I keep a regular journal, I thought I'd reflect on past events (and what an event!) for my own benefit. Comments I make are for my personal disgression and thoughts, so please don't take offense because this saves me from yelling directly at people, to yelling at my inner-thoughts.

This Love Potion business got me thinking how scary it must be to be in Jamie's position. My world would crumble if I walked in on Warren with someone else. Girl /or/ guy. I know I don't express it enough, but I care for Warren so much and would hate for that to turn sour.

For the girls (and Bobby) it must have been terrible to manipulated like that. It was obviously a horrible mistake and I'm in no place to point fingers. An interesting aspect that no one has brought up is that if Amanda gave the potion to Doug and Doug put it away, then how'd it reach those specific people? Someone must be the puppeteer here and they should be getting punished as well.

Lastly, something that really got me furious (but I kept it inside and didn't make a comment) was that Jamie called Amanda a 'twisted bitch' and everyone brushed it off. Sure Sarah and maybe one other person made a comment in her defense, but I consider /twisted bitch/ to be much more insulting and hurting that my comment and HALF THE SCHOOL attacked me right back. Makes me wonder what I did wrong. Were my feelings okay to be hurt? I hate this. I hate having to ask myself questions like that, but it's hard when a similar occurance happens and the results vary so much. Why didn't everyone explode at Jamie?

This is all too ridiculous.

My Visit

Feb. 16th, 2004 10:40 am
x_colossus: (dorky)
By Mr. Wisdom's request I went to see Dr. Samson last week. He nailed it right on the head.

My Summary )

I, like most of the people here, need to get out more. I love teaching my class. They are so talented, but I don't feel too useful. I hope the staff and others can start to feel comfortable to approach me with requests. I am always willing to help out :)


Feb. 13th, 2004 01:26 pm
x_colossus: (colossal)
It's nice to see the teachers returning. The mansion was starting to feel empty without them. I'm glad Scott is back because now I can practice driving with my new permit to get ready to get my driver's lisence.

Training is going well. Marie hasn't bruised me too bad :) Mr. Wisdom suggested I visit with that Samson person that's been around. If I have time this afternoon, I think I will see if he's available.

I see...

Feb. 12th, 2004 12:49 am
x_colossus: (dorky)
Hahahaha! Next time Clarice tries to pull one of her excellent ideas, I'll be sure to bring a wash cloth and towel. I say that becauses (despite my sneakiness) I tried to get back to my room without being noticed of my state of face. I ended up in full-drag with lots of purple eye shadow for the evening. Mascara is a tough thing to deal with. I don't know how other girls can manage. Thanks for the fun time, Clarice.

I see that Ms. Monroe is back. WELCOME BACK!

Now, to wash this stuff off. Does anyone have nail polish remover?
x_colossus: (steel)
I am back. I want to apologize to everyone that was involved in this unnecessary argument that occurred. Unnecessary on my part. I had no right to take out my frustrations on Amanda and I apologize for that. My toleration levels had been reached and Amanda was in the wrong place at the wrong time. I shouldn't have used her as my scapegoat for all my problems and I apologized to her for that. Don't think I'm taking the cheap why out by not facing her, but I just wanted to make sure everyone knew that I realize that I was out of line. After a few comments I was ready to apologize to her, but with the overwhelming response from practically the entire school, I felt my only choice was to leave. I needed to get out for obvious reasons and I'm sure I wasn't going to be welcome after the responses I read. I hope everyone has had the time to calm down and accept my apology.

If there are any other people like Shinobi that would like to see me on a personal basis, please feel free to ask. My few days spent away gave me the best chance to calm down from things that have been building up since before I even knew you all. Moira and Pete, I'm still planning on seeing you both in your offices.

Finally, I wanted to mention that, as a teacher, I will be taking more responsibility and having my attitude reflect that. Reading Cain's comments, it's hard to distinguish peer from authority when we all live on the same floor and share the student journals. My status has offically been promoted to teacher and not student so I will no longer have access to the student-only journal. Also, to my Art Class please don't be afraid of any outbursts of any kinds. I keep my professional life and my personal life quite seperated. I'm sure you're all doing wonderfully on your projects.

There many more things I can say to explain my reactions, but I don't think I could put it in the right words for you to understand, just please take my word that I am truly sorry.


Feb. 8th, 2004 01:54 pm
x_colossus: (steel)
Just so everyone knows, I'm going to be gone from the mansion for a few days. How long, I don't know. I need to get out of this place and away from the people inside. I'm calling a taxi to come pick me up this evening after I finish packing.


Feb. 7th, 2004 10:00 am
x_colossus: (steel)
Since everyone seems to be complaining about their lives and such, I'm just going to say this. Ever since I arrived here, I've felt very unappriciated. Granted I am a little quiet around some folks and generally avoid folks at moments, I still get this feeling that no one wants me in the school (well, accept for a few select members).

I feel safe in the school, I feel confident with the staff, but I've felt like a third-wheel on all missions and someone to avoid in the halls.

Would anyone actually miss me if I was gone?


Feb. 4th, 2004 03:30 pm
x_colossus: (steel)

Thanks for the workout Mr. Marko, hopefully we'll never work-out again...

This is too much emotion for me. I think I'm just going to lock myself in my room when classes arn't in session. Is anyone willing to bring me meals?

[hobbles to his bed]


Jan. 28th, 2004 03:14 pm
x_colossus: (dorky)
I can't believe I forgot to post about this!

I got my Driver's Permit!

I am on my way to a life on the road. Almost. Well, not really, but it will still be good to have an American Driver's License.
x_colossus: (colossal)
I've decided to bump up my training a notch. This laying around and teaching isn't giving me any exercise! I've been thinking about joining Logan's Survival Training Course. I'm curious to see what he has planned. No, I'm through thinking, I'm going to do it. I don't care if it's going to be tough, I need to get out of this shell and explore. I'll send him an e-mail right now, as I'm sure he doesn't read my journal.

I also want to learn some more combat skills. I noticed Logan's schedule seems a bit full with classes and Marie, Sarah and now PAIGE, so I'm bothing Mr. Wisdom for his skills. I hope he replies and Marie accepts my offer. I'm curious to see what kind of beating I can get out of her. So far, not much has harmed me in my steel-state, but we'll see when I get a wopping from a super-strong girl.

I wonder what's for lunch...


Jan. 27th, 2004 09:03 am
x_colossus: (dorky)
I apologize to anyone who see's me today. I was woken up in the middle of the night by a blonde bandit with stuffed animal accessory. 'Yana wanted to sleep with me during the night since that last attack is still in her memory.

You can sleep with me anytime you wish little sister. :)

Just thought I would explain the dreary look on my face.


Jan. 26th, 2004 10:10 am
x_colossus: (dorky)
I look so funny in this picture. Warren took it while we were in Manhattan.

Color me tourist.

Thank You!

Jan. 21st, 2004 02:40 pm
x_colossus: (head)
Thank you for your gifts Betsy and Clarice! I had a wonderful birthday! Think I ate too much cake though, my stomach has been hurting me all day.

Marie-Ange, if you need help with your Art Project at all, please feel free to ask me. In fact, if anyone wants help with their assignments, feel free to approach me in the halls.
x_colossus: (head)
Happy Birthday to me!
x_colossus: (head)
Happy Birthday Warren!

For your birthday I'm taking you out to dinner and possibly a movie and for once, I will be the one paying.

For those of you interested, we're celebrating both our birthdays in the mansion tomorrow night. I will be attempting to bake a cake and we'll exchange gifts. Feel free to join us!


Jan. 16th, 2004 09:36 am
x_colossus: (head)
I am very happy to be teaching again. I was lazy over the winter break and now I'm back with brush in hand and ready to teach the children about art. It was very nice to see Marie-Ange in my class again. She shows very promising talent. I hope to explore that with her this session. Also, that new girl Amanda shows some signs of talent. Her witchcraft background leads to very interesting shapes and stories told through her art.

The first week is done and I am exhausted! I am glad to have gotten back on my feet and tackle this new session with many new students.

I need to go shopping for Warren's gift. Could someone please bring me to the mall or something? Warren, I obviously don't want you to take me, for it needs to be a suprise!
x_colossus: (head)
My birthday is coming up soon. I hope you all have many plans for me.

January 20th, in case you forgot!

I want a pony and a million dollars. I hope you deliver :)
x_colossus: (Default)
Clarice has introduced me to David Bowie last night. He is a good musician, I enjoy this song 'Rebel Rebel'! I checked online to see if he's touring and HE IS! But not until May does he come.

I hope Warren will buy us tickets. I would really like to go.


Jan. 13th, 2004 10:39 am
x_colossus: (steel)
I received my class listing and on it was my assigned councelor......Jake Gavin....


x_colossus: (Default)
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